Merry, a woman from Palembang. At age 21, she was forced to marry by her mother's choice. But the marriage did not like the Merry imagine. In his home life, Merry did not get satisfaction in the marital relationship. Merry itself has properties of a rebel. So on her own she fought so squabbles in the household become commonplace.When the last child was born, Merry began to know the world of night. Merry got to know a lot of men, until finally he served as a woman who could be paid calls. Merry really enjoyed what he was doing at the time. He got his money, get what he wants. Type any man as he could find. But Merry did not neglect her household duties to take care of children. When infidelity is often caught by her husband Merry,
Merry keep doing what he enjoy it. Merry did not care about her feelings. Every man who Merry see, let alone who looks to have a lot of money, immediately approached by Merry or even reverse the men who approached Merry. Unable to bear seeing infidelity Merry, Merry husband decided to part with it. Originally Merry doing it just for the pleasure of money but in the course of his life, eventually Merry crave a man. Merry could not live without men and sex.
After seven years of living together with a man, Merry realized how she as a woman living at the expense of another woman. This man was the last man into the affair because Merry Merry can not forget the treatment that is very hurt. One day Merry need money to pay the tuition fees. But he treats Merry as a street prostitute. When he was giving money, then also he asked to be served sex. Yet at that moment Merry not want to do it. When it Merry' worried because the tuition fees payment was too late. From there arose a feeling of hatred towards him and his way of life is wrong. Merry tried to resist and protest until eventually arise revenge on the man, why if he gave money, Merry must serve the needs of her first sex.
But there is no choice, willing or unwilling Merry fixed served at that time. Merry feelings were hurt, hatred and resentment arose in his heart. There is no love at all, there is only a mere lust. However Merry could not do anything because he did need the money. But, since then Merry decided to quit their ways are wrong. What Merry expect, affection and protection of man, he never got. That he get it lives ruined and tainted reputation. Finally Merry knees at the feet of God and Merry begged God to change his life and helped him to withstand the shocks that come lust so strong. Merry can only shout, "Lord, help me God ... help me ..."
Merry often hit his hand on the wall and acknowledge before God, he can not resist these passions. "I pray for help because it is very difficult to restrain the passions it. Until finally I was released. That feeling goes away by itself. God touched me. And until this moment I am a free man by the help of God, "Merry said gratefully. Merry finally freed from attachment to sex and Merry find that feeling goes away by itself. God touched the lives Merry and feeling no longer felt to this day.
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