Based On True Story (Hwenty Widjaya)

I was a doctor with a successful and promising career. Life feel more complete when my boyfriend and I was finally able to buy a dream house. All it is, except for one thing.

The relationship between me and my boyfriend often colored squabbles. Just so you know, we were both different beliefs. It seems difficult for us to respect the differences. Arguing and arguing, that's what we often do. But because my nature is more dominant, usually my boyfriend relented and follow the decision.

Indeed, my mother used to say, "Remember yes, son, the light and the darkness can not be united." But to me he is the best man. I can determine my own future.

Ambitious and hardworking, that's the nature that makes the tireless search for additional income. For the sake of building the future, I guess is fine if you have to watch the night in the hospital until late at night or engaged in any other business.

Until one day I was sentenced to a doctor that there is a cyst in my jaw. But to me it is not a matter that should to be exaggerated, yet someday also recovered.

Back to my beloved girlfriend. One thing I've never thought of it is, that he was having an affair with another woman. How could he do that to me. Affair uncovered after I investigate the mysterious numbers that often she short message words of affection.

Really disappointing. But, what may make. I had to keep stepping up the life, though without him.

One time, I feel pain in the neck that is very, very, me can not stand. To wake up, I have to struggle very large. Sweats. Even so, I had to work.

A friend at the hospital suggested that I do a MRI test. The reason, he saw that my body is getting tilted position. My neck can not stand up straight, and always dangling down. After the MRI test I live, it was found that the results of two vertebrae I lost.

I'm afraid. I know that this operation will take a lot of costs, about $250-300 million. Thank God, I was confronted with the right doctor, and the cost was exactly the amount of savings that I had at that time. A pen is installed on my neck, and I have to wear it for life. Declared successful operation.

Based on the medical science that I know, I was just waiting 3 months to recover and work back. I would go back straight neck.

But it's just the facts on paper. In fact, my neck still hurt. I could not get up, to sit just hard. Doctors who deal with any wonder why this could happen, when the installation is correct pen in my bones.

At that moment I could just lying in bed in a helpless state. Who or what else can be relied upon? Relying mind, incapable. Money, why? I really can only hope and trust God.

I began to reflect on all that has happened in this life. Relationship with a girlfriend that ran aground and cyst disease that attacks the neck are two tragedies of life that does not understand.

In the midst of bleak times, I find a verse of Scripture which strengthens. "My son, despise not the chastening of the Lord, and do not despair if you warned him; because the Lord disciplines the one he loves, and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son. If ye endure chastening, God deals with you as children. Where children are not disciplined by his father? But if ye be without chastisement, whereof all are partakers, then you are not a child, but children easily. " (Hebrews 12: 5-8)

I apparently being formed into His children qualified. During this time, I thought I was the most correct logic. But God destroyed all that so thought I depend on God.

Moments of anguish disease is also a chance to see the love of a mother . When I was sick , Mama came from Bandung and treated with full dedication . I am moved. Actually I was a child that arrogant . I have always felt myself to be correct.

Now , I see the power of God working in my life through all that had. Neck gradually recovered . I am grateful that he took the time to process my fullest and personal . Apparently there is wisdom behind all suffering .